you could stay and watch me fall
and of course I’ll ask for help
shaken, not stirred.
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Archivo Mensual de octubre, 2008
Pag 3 de 8
el dibujo lo hice de memoria mientras ella hacía la tarea
me daba vergüenza mirar para hacer correctamente la perspectiva
y a diferencia del resto de los días
no me sentí tan mal
por no poder olvidarme de nada.
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- si todos fueran como yo con los aparatos no existirían los servicios técnicos.*
- sí… y los psicólogos se llenarían de plata.**
* valentín muro, don juan adolescente
** no me molesten, poeta y escritora. hizo algunas materias de filosofía. sabe cocinar fideos.
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- if you can read my thoughts then you know that i can’t trust you either
- forget your thoughts… what is your heart telling you?
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i see a window and all i can think about is
do you wanna fly with me?
i know it sounds crazy, but i can find solid ground,
do you wanna fly with me?and i’ve been starin’ out this window for the past 11 hours
thinking about all the opportunities it has to offer
from the 23rd floor to a filing cabinet in east manhattan,
the fdr’s beautiful as i’m watching all the cars passin’.
and a couple’s star twinkle,
so i started laughing
then the couple walked by
and they looked so happy
i booked a room at this place called the last resort
all my bags are pack
and i’ve got my jacket and a passport
i’ve got a first class ticket to the after life, you dig me?
now is you is or is you ain’t with me?
and i fully understand if you got other plans
but i can’t see you hand in hand with another man
i’ve been on auto pilot since we last spoke
and i don’t wanna board this flight on a bad note.
i want you to think about it
but either way i’m going
and if you really love me
then here’s your chance to show iti see a window and all i can think about it
do you wanna fly with me?
i know it sounds crazy but i can’t find solid ground.
do you wanna fly with me?
we’ll live forever
they will write a novel about our loveshe look me dead in the eyes and took me by the hand
kissed me on the cheek and said ” listen baby i understand,
you don’t have to leave,
plus i’m scared of heights,
so put down your luggage,
and forget about this flight.
you and i, you know we’ve been through a lot of things
but it’s no reason to start tripping and arguing.”
she said, “you are my king, i place no one above you.
and i don’t have to board my plane to show i love you.
and all this talk about the afterlife is kinda creepy
so lets just go lay down and talk i’m gettin kinda sleepy.”
i kinda smiled
then we both walked to the window
i pulled it shut and started staring at the sky
i wiped a couple tears away
then we looked at each other
and i can see the stars twinkle in her eyes
i told her about the couple that i saw earlier
she said, ” i’m sure they were cute, but they’re no you and i.”i see a window and all i can think about is
do you wanna fly with me?
i know it sounds crazy but i can’t find solid ground
do you wanna fly with me?
we’ll live forever they will write a novel about our loveoh don’t think about it,
just step back and fly away,
oh what you think is wrong and right,
you gotta sacrifice,
everything you know.
you gotta leave it girl,
you gotta fly.
fly awayhigh fly away,
don’t worry about anything,
don’t worry about what the future bring,
just fly,
just be here with me,
just be clear with me,
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si la mente humana es difícil de entender
no te das una idea de lo que es la mía.
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todos nos deseamos suerte con la exploración del abismo infinito
pero la gran vasta mayoría
no tiene idea de lo que está hablando.
el abismo infinito está de la garganta para abajo.
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la melancolia revivió otra cena familiar en la fobia que ocultó
la tragedia tras un vaso sin llenar y sin…mi conciencia en mis excesos y el fracaso de mis sueños para otra depresión
estancado aca en mis miedos no respeto ni tolero no quiero ver quién soyel idiota con el cuento siempre critico y correcto supongo ese soy yo
la vanguardia del recelo la receta del consuelo sera mi vocación?y nadie preguntó si yo estaba cansado y aburrido de quién soy
o no duele ser consciente de quién sos?odio el odio y el desprecio de mi encierro y tus consejos detesto ser quién soy
arrogante hasta el extremo cómodo, ignorante y ciego mediocre por opcion
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no es porque quiera destacar (de vos) nada en especial
sabiendo que lo hago todo el tiempo y no lo sabés
una noche entera entre luces estroboscópicas
se hace más tolerable
con una voz.
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un clásico ejemplo de que la opinión personal no importa
si yo estoy muerto no puedo avisarle a los demás
que estoy muerto.
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